Is it really the end?

I really hope once my husband comes home I can blog about normal things. 
Example:

•  Meals
• Babies (Coming soon in September 2014)
• Marriage
• Any other interesting things I might have time for 

So far, I haven't been able to say I've done much. Although, I did finally take my Christmas tree down, so I would say I've done something this week. 
Week before last I was with my brother in New Mexico, which reminds me I have some really awesome pictures I need to upload! It was really awesome to be able to just hang out with him again. I hadn't seen him in 2 1/2 years, so it was very exciting to be able to hug him again. The worst part is goodbye, which he doesn't really do. He hugs me and says bye and that's it. Short and sweet.

When does my husband come home? Well, this week!!!!!!
But, it could be Wednesday or Thursday; we aren't sure when.
I am ecstatic. 
I'll write later about the homecoming. :)
 

New Mexico so far...

First night alone....

I moved back home today after staying with my grandparents for a few months. I honestly wish I was there tonight. Even though I appreciate the solitude, I really prefer to have someone with me, even if I don't speak with them. It's just nice to know I'm not alone. 

I gave my puppy to their neighbors so now I really am alone in this apartment, all by myself. My friend came over tonight and helped me transition to being alone, which I'm forever grateful for. She really is one of my best friends. I don't know what I would do without her. 

It's almost 1am and I'm scheduled to be at work at 11am. So if I don't have to touch my hair in the morning, theoretically all I would need to do was fix it up a bit and change into proper clothes. Given that my hair still looks decent by the time I wake up. I suppose we shall see. 

I am ecstatic to take some photos of my trip and upload them. I have a lovely duffel bag that is really hard to carry around or I have a rolling bag..... Tomorrow I will commence the packing. 

People don't realize how important it is for me to see my brother. 

One time this woman practically called me out on not letting my husband see his sister, which was not the case at all. She just didn't want to see me and she wanted to deliberately leave me out, which won't fly in this household. I don't care if they go do something together but she just wanted to entirely leave me out. She really hates me right now. I feel bad, sort of. But she is doing it to herself. 

And to be honest, she hasn't seen my husband in 3 months and apparently that's so terrible. 

I haven't seen my brother in over 2 1/2 years! And he's been deployed several times since then. People are too quick to judge. I'm not unreasonable.... I just refuse to be left out, because they've done it before. And the last time, they attempted to talk my husband out of marrying me. I think I have reason to not be okay with this. 

Anyway, I must sleep. 

Ciao 

Hello baby

On February 17th, we got to have the first look at our baby! I was extremely shocked to learn about our precious one. We had talked about children and decided we wanted them early. I wanted to have children early because of my condition and as you get older, Fibromyalgia can get worse. 

This first photo was amazing. Had my grandmother not been in the room I might have cried. I already love it so much! On May 5th we will most likely get our second and last sonogram and thankfully my husband will be home with me. Otherwise, I would be very unhappy and would push to wait on the second sonogram. 

I'm very excited though! For some reason I think it's a girl. But we will be so excited for a boy too! We can't wait! 

If you're going to insult me, please spell correctly; and lots of baby things!

This past week my privacy was intensely violated and resulted from three different girls trying to push my buttons.
The first thing that I want to address is that if you want to insult me, please spell correctly and have all your facts straight. There is a difference between 2 years and 10 months and obviously my husband spent only 10 months at boot camp for a injury and I doubt shattering your wrist during sanctioned fights qualifies for him "doing it to himself". Also, do you believe putting Fibromyalgia in quotation marks is really going to hurt my feelings? Because the only thing you three ladies accomplished in that moment was that you obviously have no idea who I am, or where I come from, and you obviously have no priorities, and I think you got your panties in a wad for absolutely no reason. I doubt insulting another girl is what you should be thinking about while giving birth. And to the girl who shared a personal post when I was venting to another wife about the fears of your husband leaving Active Duty, you are a real doll telling me to not post about someone when they can't defend themselves and then go on another page and do exactly what you're talking about, especially when I had a right to vent to MY friends about that. You all three probably got "Most Likely To Succeed" in High School didn't you? And don't underestimate me. You broke a rule sweetheart, and when you have no friends in a circle, be prepared to be banned.

You've succeeded all right, in making a fool out of yourselves and insulting someone thinking you're going to make a point to them, when all you did is cause me to laugh!
Don't worry though, I saved the insults. And don't think that Fibromyalgia isn't a real thing. Women are more likely to have it than men. I bet when you're a little older, you'll be diagnosed with it too! That's how Karma works. I hope Karma becomes your best friend from this, and that she treats you well. What goes around comes around.



Now, onto more important things.
I'm pregnant! Woo! Not exactly when we planned for our little one to enter the world, but we will love it so much! We are both SO excited to be parents!
We are really holding out for a girl, but will obviously be excited whatever our little one happens to be. We have decided on names as far as I know, but I'm not at a point where I really feel safe to reveal those names yet!


I haven't exactly had a huge chance to feel excited about the baby, yet! :(
But I'm positive that will all change when my husband comes home and we can really start to be a family. Only three more weeks! I could not be more excited!

Okay, so the title lies, there aren't a lot of baby things to post yet. I'll try to get a photo from the first sonogram on here sometime soon. Hopefully I can start blogging more! I'm going out of town next week and hope to take lots of photos! I need lots of spoons for this journey so I'm just going to be happy and relax and have some fun with my big brother!