It's been a little over 2 years since I ran my first mile. I know, that sounds ridiculous but I struggle with asthma. In the fall of 2011 I got really bad bronchitis, I haven't fully recovered. In fact, when I take breathing tests to see how much lung power I have I'm in the yellow, which means.....get help now! So all of the things I had accomplisd were in fact HUGE! And 6 months after that first mile, I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. A chronit can't be cured. I believe mine is stress induced. I had so much going on that my body eventually gave out. I started spending lots of time in bed. I couldn't stay awake and I was in pain all over my body from just a normal day's worth of activities. I don't understand. I worked hard to get where I was, and then I was being diagnosed with something that is supposed to stay with me for the rest of my life.
It's hard to swallow. I'm back at zero, but this time, I've got more than I bargained for. I'm not really sure how to do this. I'm not sure how this is going to look. I don't even know if I can always follow through. All I can do is try.
So that's what I'll be doing. Ryan recently signed up with BeachBody. He got Insanity. I really wanted 21 Day Fix. We shall see how it all goes.
Wish me luck! You can also check back here for more updates on my journey.
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